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I am actually...happy? Holy shit!

I hate moving. All the loading and unloading. Then the process of trying to squeeze all of your shit from a large den into a smaller room for two. I have been sooooo busy these past few weeks @.@ But after days of organizing, dealing with people who owe me money, and loads and LOADS of laundry (can't count on men to wash their own clothes ever...) I am finally settled in! ^o^ I have myself a cute little corner with access to EVERYTHING I own. Haha...I am amazed I managed to fit it all in an estimated 9 sq ft section lol.

Marty and I gave Mike Rolo a ride today and he hooked us up with YARDS of 'something' wire so I could connect with the network. So I'll have my computer up and running.

Bought Marty 'The Godfather' for the PS2 and I helped myself to Samurai 7: v2. Excellent show! Stunning art and wonderful remake of the original 7 Samurai. Also bought Kino's Journey last weekend. Saved $10, if not...it wasn't worth it. Still a cute show about the world, morals, and junk. I think I spent about $200 this weekend with rent and poker.

No more money problems. No more car problems. No more high bills. Omg...am I dreaming?

I went to Best Buy the other day in hopes of getting a Best Buy card. Ended up walking out with Tenchi Muyo: Ryo-Oki and Samurai 7. I am pleased and love where the Tenchi series is going (finally after all these years) Samurai 7 looks very promising. I havn't purchaced anime in over 3 years and lack the means to download it. I was sad the moment I finished. And now I am back to being bored. I am playing Wild Arms Alter Code F to keep me occupied but I've played the original before. I wish splurging on myself didn't cost so much. But it makes me so happy >.

Playing around with Marty's webcam. I haven't loaded pic of myself in years. I am sure a lot of you remember me with really short hair.

Me now.


Why do I look so clueless? o.O


I love my hair long. I plan to grow it out more. Really poofy since I didn't straighten it.


Trying to find a perfect lighting. Marty's room is so dark.


Am I trying to look sexy o.O? I don't know. Couldn't really see myself looking at the cam. I hate forced expressions >3


Well...that was fun. heh.

I got my friend Mariana a job at the File Depot with me. Yay! As we were catching up, I found out that Southeastern as an Anime Club now and their meeting are on Thursdays! I need to go check that out.

Going to a Mardi Gras parade tonight and hanging out with Mariana, which is great! I think I need good company.

I have been looking at floor plans and I believe I found the perfect house to build. It fits all our criteria and works perfectly with the lot we are building on. Take a look. HERE Second house from the top. Marty wants to but a small fountain in the middle of the loft. But that like many other add ons are for the future. His dad is taking out the loan to build it and we pay it off by renting from him. Should be cheaper than normal since his dad is an architect, Marty is a carpenter, Randall (a friend) does plumbing, Karis used to be an electrician, and labor will be cheap. All that concerns me is how long it would take. Marty says they can have a house framed in 3 days and from there its all about filling in the blanks. I should remain patient...but I can't. I am so ready to finally find a place to feel settled instead of hopping back and forth between our houses (esp since I don't own a vehicle). And to not have to deal with asshole people who also happen to be our roommates. I dislike Sheldon and Marty doesn't take well to Alicia anymore. *sighs*

I may add an extra room for myself. A place where I can paint and have my own computer hooked up. Like a private little study.

I want to take my mind off this shitty place and on something more meaningful to me.

I don't have anymore financial difficulties but I can't manage to save any money. I try but things like holidays, birthdays, and anniversaries have gotten in the way. And bills...oh lord the bills. I don't stay at my house very often and my other two roommates manage to rack up over $200 in bills a peice. Guh.

I hate growing up. I wish I was 16 again sitting in my mother's livingroom at 2 in the morning. Sneaking on the computer to chat, oekaki, write fanfiction, or even play video games till the sun comes up before I had to go to school. If I try to do that stuff now, I feel out of place (for one I wouldn't be on my computer) and all that would be on my mind is my stability.

God...I can't wait till my journal entries are misery free.

Its been a while since I updated. Same old things. Hammond is starting to get REALLY repetitive. I need something new and surprising to happen. _-_ Zzzz

Marty's dad is thinking about building another house on his property and giving it to Marty. That would be awesome! It would get me out of this shithole. Though Carla might be our neighbor -which doesn't appeal well to Marty. I don't care either way. She has two babies to take care of - not married. He'll end up inheriting the main house.

Or the other alternative would be his dad buying one of the damaged houses from Katrina and fixing it up. That would be nice too. Marty is a carpenter and could fix a majority of everything. I just want out. I think I understand Suka's pain...I'm suffocating.

Other than my location I am doing great. I am opening a checking account tomorrow -finally. One of the reasons is selfish. I need PayPal for ebay. But the bras I want are very pretty *o*! I'd link but they're intimates :3

So Karis and Lori Lynn are back together. I am done asking "why?". Now all I do is laugh.

Been staying an extra hour at work everyday. My overtime pay is going to be very nice :3

I can't seem to quit smoking. Grah! *grows weary of fighting it and goes outside to light up my death stick*

Well with Europe officially out of my mind...I can concentrate on my financial history. Its funny. I am only 20 and instead of living and acting 20 (going out getting drunk, partying ever night, living recklessly) I am more worried about how that would destroy and waste my life. I work fulltime and need to open up a checkings account with Hancock Bank (after this months rent is due of course). I don't care if I only put $50 in there, I need one. I had one long ago and prefer to handle my own money. So why get one now? Credit. I need credit. Sadly no one can make it anywhere and own what they want without it. BLAH! I hate it. But I suppose its time to teach myself and quit being a vagabond. Damn APR. Thats how they fuck you! ... *sighs* Ok ok. I know they do it to cover their ass. But still 20% - 30% is too high for me.

Sheldon said no to me moving in with Marty. Prick.

The more time passes, the more I am second guessing myself about Europe. I could use the money towards a car, bed, computer upgrading, and school. I'll get more out of my situation if I didn't go live it up for 2 weeks. *sighs* How the hell am I going to tell Alicia. I don't deserve Europe.

I am falling more and more in love ^_^

Marty bought me Sheldon's computer yesterday. He took the hard drive, but it'll be much cheaper adding on than buying a new one ^^ Thanks baby.

This weekend has been surprisingly wonderful with happiness!!! In a weird violent way lol.

Went and shot some firearms with Mic, Keith, Heather, Jeanne, and Marty. And had a BLAST! No pun intended XP; It was a bit scary at first and the first shot surprised me at how loud and powerful it was...but once I switched to a lighter weapon, I went kahkahkahkah! hehe. Mic even let Marty and I try out his sniper riffle which was uber cool >3 The sight was off, so I couldn't hit the bullseye. I did once though~! On my first try with Marty's gun.

Now overall, shooting guns at a range is hella fun...but outside of the range, I wouldn't be caught handling one. Makes me too nervous. But at least I now know what it is like to fire one in case the day ever comes that I would have to use one (hopefully never). My friends plan on going again, not this weekend but next. I'm up for it! Afterall, women shoot for free ^_^

Got and eye exam and a new pair of glasses! I can see again!!! ...now I'm broke again!!! XD

Went and saw Hostel last night with Matt, Lou, Hammeric, Andrew, Randall, Brad, and Marty. It was cool hanging out with them...the movie is in poor taste.

( spoilers )

Then we all headed out to a private neighborhood peir and hung out on the docks in the woods ^_^ The boys played hackysack all night and goofed around. Overall, a great time.

Went to Waffle House and got TWO free meals! The kitchen made a wrong order for another table and instead of throwing it out, offered it to us! So we got that and our meals...and then got horribly sick. But I was so happy, I couldn't care about feeling like I wanted to throw it all up.

Great times in great company!

For the past few nights Marty has been telling me that I toss and turn frantically in my sleep. I am surprised I haven't managed to kick him in the balls on accident. I wake up with shoulder and neck pains and never in a good mood. And its not even like my nightmares are even that horrible. So how to resolve this problem? Nyquil! I was out in no time and slept like a log.

Heh. Why change journals? Well, I live in a small town and I feel as though too many local people read my journal. I can dub them easily as dramatists ^^; So my writing is limited, in fear of people taking my opinion to the next level.

New theme!!! Kimchii >3